From Award-winning Author Kacen Callender Comes A Revelatory Ya Novel About A Transgender Teen Grappling With Identity And Self-discovery While Falling In Love For The First Time.felix Love Has Never Been In Love - And, Yes, He's Painfully Aware Of The Irony. He Desperately Wants To Know What It's Like And Why It Seems So Easy For Everyone But Him To Find Someone. What's Worse Is That, Even Though He Is Proud Of His Identity, Felix Also Secretly Fears That He's One Marginalisation Too Many - Black, Queer And Transgender - To Ever Get His Own Happily-ever-after.when An Anonymous Student Begins Sending Him Transphobic Messages - After Publicly Posting Felix's Deadname Alongside Images Of Him Before He Transitioned - Felix Comes Up With A Plan For Revenge.